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Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Mercy by Jodi Picoult

Book: Mercy
Author: Jodi Picoult
Year written: 1996
Synopsis: When Jamie Macdonald killed his wife, he knew he might face a life sentence. But wht was life in a world without Maggie? The case divides the small town of Wheelock. James Macdonald has confessed to premeditated murder= Murder One. For his cousin Police Chief Cameron Macdonald, there’s no question this man should be arrested and tired- family blood ties or not. But for Cameron;s wife Allie, its not so clear-cut. She loves her husband more than life itself. If he were suffering and asked for her hel to die, she knows she would do anything for him. Now, for the first time in their marriage, she finds hersel set against Cam, siding it’s Jamie and wondering if wht he says is right: that in a relationship, there’s always one who loves one more....

Mercy by Jodi Picoult   Okay, so I started Mercy on the 19th of April and finished it on the 28th of Apirl. I enjoyed the book at the beginning. But near the end I could not carry on anymore. It was beginning to get repetitive I felt. I love Jodi Picoult books, do not get me wrong but this one....I struggled with.

So for the first part of the review I want to start with Allie. Cam's wife in the book. Allie is a good character and I fell she could have been so much more! Jodi started doing this and then...she redacted Allie back to being under Cam's thumb. I feel that Allie should have divorced Cam when she found out he was having an affair with Mia. Like...that part where she said she was not going to divorce him? That super annoyed me. Like I understand the premise of the book was about how loved each other more and stuff but still...She could still deeply love him (more) but still leave him. It felt like it was redacting the character she had built up so quickly, then put back to what she was at the beginning, where she would not argue with her husband. It has really annoyed me she did that.  Almost like saying that she needs a man to survive, which is not true. I think from what we saw of Allie, she could survive very easily without a man.

Cam. Now lets move onto Cam. I hate him. No simple way around that. He annoyed me from the get go. Then gave me an actual reason to hate him. I really did not like him and don't have much else to say on him...

Mia. She is the one who Cam had affair with! Now I actually liked her as a character because she was different and plus she had a cat. She was not the typical woman and I liked it. But when she betrayed Allie's trust and had an affair with her husband? I did not like that. Or the fact she seemed to be hinting that she had followed Cam. SO there issues with her character. I would have liked it if she had not had the affair with Cam or admitted she loved him and he said no.

Jamie. Now I did like him as a character as he made you think. If you had a wife/husband and they were dying from cancer and had no chance of surviving it. would you kill them? As stated, I do not think there is one way to answer this. Cause as the name of the book suggests, if it a mercy killing or  a murder? We know what the law says but what about euthanasia? I agree with euthanasia as I believe it is the persons right if they are dying to say, I would like to die now- if they know there is no chance of surviving it. So I liked that he got put on trial and everything.

The plot of the story was well thought off and researched, as most of her books are but as stated they are some aspects I just did not like. Like the affair between Cam and Mia. it made it feel redundant and lose the gritty aspect to me.  I felt like it took away from the story. I know it happens in real life but still.

I liked the slight mysticism in this book as well. From the flowers (cannot remember which they were) wilting or shirking back at Mia's fingers as put them in the church for the wedding. Or the mother of Cam using plants to make concoctions and potions. I like the little aspects in the book that also made it very interesting. I wished it had more of a plot the mother to be fair.

As always, her books are very well written. I just did not like the copious amount of sex scenes in it. Which mainly between Allie and Cam or Cam and Mia. Like a few are fine for the story- but stop with the amount I felt was in there. I was not reading this book for the sex scenes!

All in all the book was very good but...there were a few things I would have changed or done differently. Also remember I could not finish this book. That in itself shows you I was beginning to not enjoy the book!

~Molly Marie

The books that made me

Hello, my first bog review will be up shortly! I have nearly finished Mercy by Jodi Picoult. However, today I thought I would start by show casing the books that made me today! Some may be a little surprise!

So if you have not read the about me page, I could not read till I was nine years old or write. I struggled greatly due to dyslexia. So when i was diagnosed and finally taught how to read....well I am still on the rampage of reading everything I can muster!

So with that in mind, lets start!

Guess how much I love you 

Guess How Much I Love You: 1: Amazon.co.uk: Sam McBratney, Anita ... When I think about to my childhood, there is always one book that I remember with great fondness. Guess How Much I Love You. I remember being tucked in bed and my mum bring this book out and reading it to me. It is one of those books I have actually never got rid of and still have. Obviously, I do not read it anymore but  because of the memories attached to it, I will never get rid of it. If I ever have children (Which I probably won't, as I do not want children)- they will be read this book and I would like to think it would be passed down through the ages.

Harry Potter 

Rare 'Harry Potter' Books Are Worth More Than $50,000 | Mental Floss This will probably come as no shock. My mother has been reading this to me since I was a very young age! In fact, I have pretty much grown up with them. I even have a dark mark tattoo now! But when I was younger, i loved them so much i demanded my mother call my Hermione and I would not answer unless she called me this!.... I was a strange child. I remember having the first editions to this books on my bed side table. Hopefully they are still int he loft? I probably will not sell them but keep them out and try to stop them being anymore damaged then they are. I have also only read the Deathly Hallows once. Why? I cannot stand Snape dying. I literally hate it.

But why a dark mark? Well I thought a slytherin logo was a little...normal. SO I went and got a dark mark on my left wrist with the deathly hallows behind it. But I also got it cause I love Snape and...relate.

Darren Shan Saga 

Cirque Du Freak Vampire Series Darren Shan Complete 12 Books ... Anyone who follows me, this will not be that shocking. i have been reading Darren Shan since I was 12 years old. Every Christmas me and my mother have a tradition, where she lets me open one present on Christmas Eve. The other tradition is- I always get a book. So when I was 12 on Christmas Eve, I unwrapped the gift and had the first three books in one. Granted- it was the book form of three in one with the movie on it. Which I may have in the loft still or not. I upgraded to the picture a few years back. But as soon as I started reading it, I had an obsession with it. The  I had a weird period where I did not read it from like 14 to 19? I got back into the books two years ago and started cosplaying from them. Honestly, I think my younger self would faint knowing the author has seen my art and everything.  But i have grown up with this books and they have helped me through some shit, lets just say and continue to help me to this day.  So thank you to the author for that :)

When I was in year seven we had a day in the textiles lab, where we could make book marks! SO I made a book mark of a music note, spider and two other things. I still have it till this day in my memory box, but it was a homage I guess? to Larten and the books.

Another memory i have is when the Larten Crepsley saga came out. I was over the moon and I demanded when the last book came out, that my mum take me into town and get Brothers to the damned. As it turned out, it was last signed book of Brothers of the damned. To say I begged my mum, is probably an understatement. it now sits on my shelf  to this day proud. IN fact, my shelf is so full of up of Darren Shan, books I have run out of room to put more of his. I think I need a second shelf...

Caitlyn Doughty 
Caitlin Doughty on Twitter: "Get SIGNED copies of my books to gift ... These are actually more recent. You may know her as Ask A Mortician on Youtube. She is US mortician that is very death positive and aims to educate viewers about embalming and different cultures around the world about death practices. If you have read my about me page- you will understand how this fits in with books that made me. Though, granted this is more of a person who made me. Either way- I am still going to talk about this!

I cam across her YouTube channel two years ago when I was going performing arts. Oh the days of when I thought I wanted to be an actress! Makes me laugh now! I was a little lost realising that performing arts was not what i wanted to do. The profession is horrible to women and having been in similar situations, I am not putting myself in a situation where someone tells me I have to sleep with them get what i want. Nope. That can fuck off. SO I went through a list of things. From being a meteorologist (I am actually very good at knowing what sort of weather will happen, 8 out of 10 times it happens), director (again not going to do it), script writer (still on my list), author (still on my list), fashion designer (yeah not gonna happen), nuclear physicist (can't do maths. So that went out the window) and police officer (too ill to do this).

So as you can imagine I was little lost and struggling. Till I came across her. Well six months later and studying classical studies with the Open Uni- I contacted numeral funeral homes and bingo! One said they would let me do a day of working in the business and seeing if I can handle...well dead people. As the best advice I can give anyone, volunteer at a funeral home. You will never know till you do it, if you can handle it.

Well....I could handle it. Maybe I will do a post on this! They gave me permission as long as I do not give their names or details of the families involved. (Which I would not anyhow!). But thanks to these books, I am now on the road to being a forensic anthropologist or mortician!


Sherlock Holmes (Show and books)

Complete series of Sherlock Holmes This probably will not shock people close to me. But maybe when I read The case of the speckled band will! So I have all the books but I read one of the books (or cases) when I was in year eight. I was around 13? or 14? Either way I was very young and still I have the leaflet my English teacher at the time gave me and the class! It is currently residing in my memory box, with my very bad hand writing saying Molly Williamson. (Which is my actual surname. Marie is my stage name of sorts!).  but I remember reading it and thinking: Oh this is very interesting. But never...went any further than that.

Till I was about sixteen and had some horrendous shit happen. (I will possibly write a post about this. Depends. Lets just say, I have no problem (kinda) talking of it. (Barely remember). But it was thrown out of court. Thank you so much British government (hint: Sarcasm)). And I started watching Sherlock.  As in the very Molly fashion, I got obsessed with Jim Moriarty. so much I started cosplaying him. Hint: my gavner Purl cosplay with the beads down one side (which i still have not finished), was my old Moriarty suit.

Either way I brought all his books and have read about three? I still have a lot to read six years on. Sir Arthur Conan Doyle has actually inspired me to write my own books, with Darren Shan and R.J Anderson. 

Me and my best friend actually had a conversation on the way back from London, literally a week before Lockdown. And yes I know I want to be a person who works with dead people and my name is Molly.
Holly: You know who you remind me of.
Me: How do I answer that? I never like it when people say this.
Holly: Sherlock.
Me: damn thats new. Usually i get Jim.
Holly: No I can see that. But you like dead things and he has a skull on his fire place.
Me: And...?
Holly: I can see you doing that.
Me: Eh. I would if I could.

Little did she know, when i was younger at a beach in Suffolk, did I do just that. It still had the human teeth as well.
I had a femur bone and jaw bone on my bedside table before Sherlock made it cool. I also have an apple tattooed on my arm with a Moriarty quote.
Cause...ya know. Normal for me!

~Molly Marie







Saturday, April 25, 2020

Book Journals

hello! This shall be m first post talking about...well how do I keep track of all the books I have read? Simple newer- my book journal by Moleskin!
This is not sponsored though I wish it was, that would be like the dram come true.

Moleskin does aa range of journals that look and feel fantastic. however they are n the pricey side! Ranging from £15 to £30. My book journals I have (one is brand new and not used) cost me around £20. They are ordered in alphabetical order and even have an index at the back, that allow me to keep track of the books without having to flick through the whole entire book journal.

The current one I am using, has lasted me from  2018! Just over two years. Within the spaces provided to write what books you have rd they also allow you to leave reviews. admittedly I have not used the spaces to rite reviews as the space is too small. Which is why I started this! To hopefully bring up the reviews I do write and expand on them.

Also within the back of the back of the book is a pocket. Within this pocket are stickers that have labels and other things. They allow you to put a thumbs up fora book or a thumbs down. I have use the thumbs down a little. For example, I was not a fan of Graceling by Kristen Cashore. (Just my opinion!). So I turned a thumbs down for this.

For bookworms, these journals are very handy! They are useful and allow you to see what books you have read and what books you can stay clear of. They also have blank spaces at the back of the books. IN the blank spaces I have put books to read, books I have signed, tattoos I ant, favourite books, characters I love and books shops I know about around the world.

So if you re. Massive bookworm -I highly suggest saving up and getting one of these for yourself!

-Moll